She...

Next to me She sat...
Not like any other She was...

"Have you heard them before ?!!" she asked..
A Strange question it was from the stranger next to me...

Beautiful & simple she was....
An unforgettable look of sorrow in her smiling eyes...
She was trying to start a conversation with me..
But I failed to continue with the others interruptions...

A sense of sorrow could be felt..
She was enjoyin the music as if it was her only shelter from all her problems...
Suddenly..she disappeared...I even couldn ask her for her name...

Waiting for the day when She sits next to me once more....

"w mahma ytool l meshwar..

w mahma t2sa la2dar..

ana makder akoon gheerii..

w ma ba3ref gheer maseeriiii..

nar ya nar ya nar....." Sahara

Why...??!!!!

Why do I write?!!!!
A question I couldn find an answer for !!!!!

Choose The right answer (answers) !!!!!

1-Why Do I write?!!!
a - I write to express ma self ...ma thoughts...ma inside...
b - I write coz I know that you read what I write...so I write to impress you...
c - I write coz I wanna be a writer...
d - I write coz it's an essential need in ma life...
e - I write coz that'a a gift that God gave me lately...
f - I write coz I can't draw using a pencil so I draw using words.....

2-How Do I write?!!
a - I write what I feel
b - you are ma inspiration so I write when somethin happens..
c - I write when I'm in a bad mood ...
d - I pretend and makeup words and phrases that show me as a real cultured person..!!!!

.....& a fairy tale it was !!!!!!

Reading a fairy tale is onething & being a part of a fairy tale is a totally different amazing thing !!!!!!!

I dunno what to say coz probably the english vocabulary is totally different from the emotions vocabulary..

I shall jus pick 2 moments in today fairy tale to describe...

When you were jus reading the fairy tale....
I could see you smile..
I could hear you laugh..
I could see you cry ..
I could hear your "sniffff...."
I could see your invisible tears..
I could hear your heartbeats..
I could see the symptoms...
I could hear your breathe..
I could feel your amazement..your "tatne7a"
I could feel your soul....
I could feel you

When you showed me your special diary...
You showed me something you never showed to anyone before!!!!
You made me so special...
You considered me a special person in your life...
It was too much for me..more than I deserve..


It was so strange how things went ...jus like in fairy tales!!!

Happy fairy tale ....ma fairy!!!

Jesus Lover f ma soul

well...they always told me "there're things that ought not to be told but ought to be lived..!!!"
I couldn't understand it at first.!!!!
BUT....Finally...
I lived it , I lived YOU Jesus..!!!
There are things that really need to be felt not to be understood...
Things that need to be experienced...
I experienced YOU....
I experienced when all things are down and YOU come from no where makin things go as perfect as they had never been before...
I experienced when YOU arrange for something that was impossible and goes perfect...
I experienced when 'am totally down and YOU come and raise me up ....
I experienced when I think of someone or something and you bring him/her or it to me before I even speak it !!!!!!


Please always guide me and take control of ma life..coz if YOU do...things will be totally different !!!
I jus need YOU to help me coz 'am a weak human "I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!"

Jesus...YOU're truly the lover of ma soul
Happy Valentine ma Lord...